ENTRY #17: ACTING ON IMPULSE

“You know how we started?” Kat said almost laughingly as she turned to Tim. “Babe, remember?”

“How can I forget?” Tim replied with a big smile on his face.

“I think what we did would be perfect for you guys too,” Kat continued.

Bella was too excited to wait any longer. “What did you do? What did you do?”

“We posted an online ad seeking a guy who had some experience with couples.” Kat seemed eager to share. “We had a lot of replies, but we settled on this one guy who I really liked and who really enjoyed being with women while their husbands watched.”

“I’m starting to realize that it truly does take a particular type of guy to do that,” I said.

“Oh, absolutely!” Tim confirmed. “You would be surprised by how many things can go wrong unless you find the right guy who has done it before, knows that he enjoys it and can perform in front of you.”

“I guess now I understand why we were told that there are more couples looking for single guys than the other way around,” I said, the ideas coming together in my mind, “but please go on, I didn’t mean to interrupt.”

“That’s okay,” Kat replied. “Interrupt at any time when you have a question. That’s what this conversation is for.

“Anyway, we had drinks and I clicked with him in person. We found the guy to be respectful of Tim, of myself, and of our relationship, so we decided to invite him back to our place. He suggested that we start by playing a simple game, one that had helped him with newbie couples in the past. He sat me on our couch and Tim sat on the loveseat nearby. Then he started to slowly either do things to me or tell me to do things to him, working his way up from innocent to naughty.”

“That sounds like a great idea,” said Bella, sharing my thoughts exactly.

“We began with me just sitting on his lap,” Kat continued. “Then he would touch my leg. Then he would tell me to put my hand around him. Step by step, it started to get more and more sexual. The main purpose of the game was to see how much the husband or the wife could take. The rule was that if at any point Tim became too uncomfortable with it, he would simply say ‘tea time’ and we would all stop and have tea before saying our goodbyes.”

“That sounds exciting.” Bella seemed interested. So was I.

“It was,” Kat replied. “It was a great way to have someone experienced show us the ropes while also allowing us to have full control of the experience.”

“So…” I jumped in, losing my patience to excitement, “how far did he get, Tim?”

Tim paused and looked at Kat with a loving yet naughty smile. I could feel the suspense building.

“We never had tea that night,” he finally said.

“Wow!” Bella’s eyes grew wide, as she did not seem to have expected that answer.

“You watched them go all the way?” I asked an obvious question not so much for confirmation, but more as a request for him to tell us more.

“I was surprised at how comfortable, and… turned on I was with what was unfolding in front of me,” Tim replied. “I knew I was in control and nothing was going to happen that I didn’t want.”

“That approach is something you guys may want to consider if you decide to try this out,” Kat added.

Bella and I looked at each other to find amusement and agreement on our faces. It did make sense. If I wanted to see if my newly-found fantasy was something I really desired to enact in real life, this just might be the best way of doing it.

“There is another way you could try, one that we’ve heard about from other couples interested in this experience,” Tim added, pulling our attention back.

“Really?” Bella was curious. “What is it?”

“It’s actually quite simple,” Tim answered. “You pick the guy, either together or by letting Bella pick one on her own, and allow her indulge in an encounter without Jeff there. That way she gets to create her own experience, and once it’s all said and done you can both talk about it and tweak things for next time. Plus, the anticipation of not knowing what is happening and then listening to her describing the encounter after the fact can be extremely arousing on its own.”

“Hmmm.” That made me think. “That’s an interesting idea too. What do you think, honey?”

“Well…” Bella hesitated, as she seemed to be processing the information. “I do want you to be in control so things don’t go any further than you’re comfortable with. On the other hand, I probably would be a little more comfortable if I wasn’t nervous about you not liking what you’re seeing, you know?”

“I can understand that,” I said, validating Bella’s point with a smile.

“I think you also mentioned, Jeff, that you wanted things to happen spontaneously and to just follow Bella’s lead, right?” Kat asked.

I spoke slowly as the thoughts formed in my head. “Yes, I think I’m okay with whatever happens in the moment if the situation is right and Bella is comfortable and turned on.”

“That’s great! And you know,” Tim said with a naughty expression, “you can start now if you really want to.”

Both Bella and I looked at each other again, this time less with a silent question and more with shared intrigue.

“What do you mean?” Bella finally asked with a bit of a cautious look in her eyes.

“Jeff can let you go and explore the club on your own while he stays here with us,” Tim answered, sharing his idea.

“By myself?” Bella seemed to ask not so much because she didn’t hear what Tim had said, but more so for the sake of letting the thought settle in her mind.

“Yes,” Kat picked up where Tim had left off, “this way you can combine two of our suggestions and let them play out together.”

I tried to make sense of this very new idea. “How so?”

“On one hand, Bella can do what feels right to her in the moment and explore the possibilities on her own,” Kat explained, “yet on the other, you can go and find her at any time in case you decide that you don’t want her to go any further than a certain point.”

It actually all made sense now. As this idea started to sink in, the reality of what could happen made my heart pound faster and my dick grow harder. Bella and I looked at each other again, excitement mixed with fear on our faces. This was a big moment. We could make that huge step right here, right now. We were both in control of what was happening, yet we were also both willing to let this strange new universe blaze the way for us.

“What do you think, honey?” I spoke first so that I didn’t have to be the one who made the first move towards such a big decision.

Kat interrupted before Bella had a chance to reply. “We don’t want to put you guys on the spot. If you are not ready, or need to talk with each other more, we would encourage you guys to wait until you are both absolutely sure that this is what you want to do.”

Bella kept her eyes on me, and I could see her thoughts running a hundred miles an hour through her head. She had that look where I could see that she wanted to try it out, yet she was also scared. Appearing both nervous and playful, she thought about it for another few moments.

“I wanna try it!” she finally gushed, still staring at me and waiting for my response as her eyes lit up with a familiar, sexy spark.

There it was! After all these years, my wife and I had found a new sexual world opening up to us, and created a fantasy that was unthinkable only a few days ago. But now? Now it could become a reality just as quickly as it had become a fantasy.

I knew I was turned on by it. I knew I wanted to recreate that sexual excitement and the connection that we once had. I knew I could stop it any moment if I changed my mind. Do I play it safe, or do I let things happen on their own for once?

“But only if you want to, babe,” Bella assured me before I could muster a reply.

“I think I do,” I finally said, but I still wanted to let her make the final call. “Are you sure?”

“I think so,” Bella replied with much less hesitation than before. “I feel comfortable now, and excited.”

I couldn’t help but wonder if the fact that we had Tim and Kat, an experienced couple in the lifestyle, right next to us almost literally holding our hands, had anything to do with our sudden confidence. I figured that if anything they would be watching over us to make sure nothing went wrong.

“So,” I almost hesitated to ask, “how do we do this?”

“Bella will just get up and walk away.” Kat made it sound much more simple than it probably was in our heads.

“Where do I go?” Bella seemed determined, but still needed some guidance. “What do I do or say?”

“Just walk around and check out whatever you find interesting,” Kat suggested. “You’re a sexy mama; you won’t need to do much, things will happen on their own.”

That sounded intriguing and very hot. I was extremely anxious but also surprisingly ready to get this experiment moving.

“Okay.” Bella slowly stood up from her stool and fixed her skirt. “Do I look alright?”

“You look great, honey,” I assured her, and to my own surprise continued with more encouragement: “Go get some!” I gave her a kiss and slapped her ass as she turned around.

“Okay, here I go.” Bella started walking away, still keeping her eyes on me. I smiled in approval.

“Don’t worry, girl,” Kat spoke up. “I’ll check up on you in a bit.”

That sounded like a great idea and gave me—and I’m sure Bella, too—even more assurance and comfort regarding our decision.

Bella’s cute ass bounced sexily under her short skirt as she headed towards the doorway, finally disappearing down the dark hallway. My heart started to beat even faster. There it was! My wife just walked away from me to possibly meet another man for sexual pleasure.

“How do you feel, Jeff?” Tim put his hand on my shoulder with a smile.

“I’m still in a little disbelief that this is actually happening,” I said, speaking my mind. “But in a good way.”

“Don’t worry,” Kat continued, “she’ll do fine.”

“I’m sure she will,” I agreed, “but what do I do now? Do I wait until she comes back? Do I go and check up on her in a while?”

“Let me do that,” Kat offered. “Let me go and check up on her in like ten minutes or so.”

I agreed. “Actually, that is a great idea.”

“That will keep you in a bit more suspense, which I think you’ll find even more erotic,” Tim said, offering his own advice.

“That does sound hot,” I replied in agreement. “I’m just dying to know how she is going to do out there by herself, doing this for the first time.”

“She’ll do fine,” Kat assured me. “She will probably be approached and won’t have to do much more than follow someone’s lead if she is up to it.”

It all sounded so hot that I was almost fully erect, so many thoughts running through my mind. What was she doing now? Was she talking to someone? Were they getting busy? Was she going to chicken out, or was she going to embrace it all?

The three of us entertained ourselves with some small talk for what felt like an eternity after Bella had left, but I kept my eye on my watch, barely hiding my anxiety.

“You know what?” Kat eventually spoke up. “I think I’ll go check up on Bella. I’m just gonna see where she’s at and how she’s doing.”

“That’s a good idea, honey,” Tim agreed as Kat got up, watching her leave before turning back to me. “So, are you dying to know what’s going on, Jeff?”

“Dying is an understatement,” I answered honestly. “My mind is racing like a thousand miles an hour and I don’t remember ever being this aroused and scared at the same time in my life.”

“Don’t worry,” Tim replied. “Kat will make sure that Bella is okay.”

Another few, long minutes passed by as Tim and I kept up some more of the small talk. But then… Kat reappeared from the darkness of the hallway where only a short time before my wife had disappeared to explore some sexual possibilities that could change our lives forever. Kat was walking back to us by herself. Bella wasn’t with her.

Curiosity had me on the edge of my seat. Was Bella that “busy” with someone? What did Kat see? She finally reached our table and sat back on her stool, a mysterious grin on her face which clearly indicated she had seen something worth sharing. What a moment! I could not wait any longer, as the sexual suspense was killing me.